I’m not perfect

I want to start by saying I can’t believe I’m doing this, but I  feel it’s long overdue.  I will be 46 in 3 days….and I’m not feeling very sexy or like 40 is the new 30.(kind of hate that saying right now)  I find myself very selfish at this point in my life amd yet I share everything I possibly can (clothes, food, love etc…) with my family.   I am needy some days, and stay away from me on other days….

Ever ask yourself, what else?  Well, that’s where I’m  at and I really think I am at a crossroad in my life.  Writing about my journey along the way will help me- I’m hoping!!